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30-May	Mon	SOFITEL Dinner / Gym/
31-May	Tue	Cartimar Market / Gym
1-Jun	Wed	Brazillian Wax / Dentist
2-Jun	Thu	Shoe Muzeum / DVD Museum
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The Ultimate Disaster

2009-12-26T23:13:00.004+08:00

So yea, I wasn't able to go back home for Christmas.. that wasn't exactly the disaster I was referring to..

It was when I saw this shot below of my adorable nieces and relatives ransacking my room back at home, that I just realised the HORROR of not going home for Christmas!!!

It's like they're telling me, "So you won't be here for Christmas Yiyi/Kuku?? Oh Sweet! That leaves the room for all of us to share!! hahahahahaha.. bet you'd want to be home next year huh??!!"

Urrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~~~

And then there were 3 ...

2009-11-30T11:29:00.006+08:00

Mini Chickas!!!!!

Nov 26, these little cuties were born around 11 am.. awwww... aren't they adorable???!!!!

The big question mark though is, WHO'S YOUR DADDY???? muuaahahahahahahaha... since there is no other color marks on them babies, we could never really guess who is the daddy.. is the orange cat?? Most likely.. we'll never know unless they have paternity tests for cats!

They were all white in color, and 2 males and 1 exact replica of Chicka. The 2 males had crooked tails.. hehehehe. So at least we could tell one from the other.

This little one I took a pic from just 3 days old... Eyes just half open! So tiny... gerititan betul!!!! I gotta control myself from squeezing them too hard cos they're just too darn CUTE!!!

I haven't thought of any names yet, and Chicka had her name from where I found her. But since they are all born from the cat who was named after a food, I figured I should name them after food as well..

Siomai? Siopao? Or Adobo???

Chicka expecting.

2009-11-15T12:13:00.006+08:00

It was only in May this year when Chicka joined the family... so tiny.. so fragile.. so vulnerable.. so dependent..

I could hold her in my palms...

and then 5 months later,

I can barely hold her with my whole arm! She's gotten so big already in just a few months.. no more cute kitten face anymore.. and worse, she's pregnant!!!

Sheesh.. When I brought her to the vet earlier this year, the doc told me I could bring her back next year in February to get her spayed. But he didn't tell me that cats could get pregnant starting 5 months old and above!!

But it was obvious signs, she didn't use to have that much appetite and I was already complaining why she doesn't eat as much and couldn't gain weight. Then it was just these few weeks that I realised she was always asking for food, and then her tummy swelled up I thought she was just getting fatter from eating so much. Then I realised her tits were pinkish and swelling, I got the feeling it wasn't just her appetite thats growing, its wats growing inside her already... sigh..

So its too late now.. Brought her to the vet yesterday for confirmation and ultrasound. Yupp, there's 2 sure heartbeats in her tummy now, fully developed and could come in about 2 weeks time..

My only concern now is where am gonna prepare for her delivery.. Am just worried she might bring the kittens out of the house and I can't help to care for the kittens. Was thinking about getting a cage to quarantine her in it for the next two weeks but how she gonna pee and take a crap??

So.. am just gonna prepare a lil secluded and dark spot for her in the house, hopefully she'll think like us humans and have the sense that its the spot for her..

So .. 2 weeks!! Lil Chickas coming.. I'm guessing they're gonna be orange in color cos I saw a yellow tomcat outside.. damn cat!

Day off again.. no wait, its a Leave this time .. hehe

2009-11-09T17:06:00.006+08:00

So its a leave day for me today, and i didn't wanna waste the day like I did yesterday, so I forced myself to wake up early as much as I can, which earliest is still 1pm. Heh.

So managed to get out of the house and did all necessaries like get my hair washed and trimmed, get a short massage, get some needed groceries and bla bla bla.

Highlight of the day was going for dinner with lizette and co, at Mongkok DimSum and Noodle house.

I was definitely not impressed with the maintenance of the place, rotten seats and the place looked a bit dirty internally, but surprisingly the food was good, not bad at all. yum.

I was indulging into the food so forgot to take pics of the food, we ordered Asparagus, seafood rolls, lobster rolls, salt and pepper spicy ribs and Ma Cang (the sticky rice wrapped with i dunno what leaves). Sarraaaap!!

And next on my agenda was heading for desserts. And I was truly curious about the place called Eskimo Bob down the bay side of MOA, so I convinced everyone to satisfy my craving for ice cream and practically dragged everyone there from one end of MOA to another. Eeeeeeevil
papams...

But to my disappointment (well not entirely), was that the place called Eskimo Bob was actually the same thing as another place called Chocolate Spoon! The whole menu was the same shit! Oh well.. so nothing new about the Eskimo Bob that I was not so familiar with in Chocolate Spoon already...

Still though, despite being lied to about the name of the place, I was never lied to about the taste of ice cream.... yummy!!!!

Day off after 10 days straight!

2009-11-08T01:52:00.005+08:00

Its really tiring on my body and mind when I need to work a straight 10 days without day off. So finally I'm free!! For 2 days only lah.. hehehehe

So went out on a shopping spree today, and check out my sunnies!

its hot stuff huh.. yuck... corny..

And the more girly side of me decided to spend on make up to paint my face on some days..

I didn't manage to do much though its my day off since am on the night shift, I was asleep most of the day off.. by the time I managed to get out of the house, most of the shops are about to close already.. sheesh...

Its Novermber! Another year older for mua... tsk..

Day Off 27 Oct

2009-10-28T16:22:00.002+08:00

This is what I was up to yesterday..

I was "Bubble Girl".

for 10 minutes. for 50 pesos.

wakakakakakaka~~

Felt shy to go nuts with the balloon tho cos the other balloons were kids prolly age 5 and below.

I was definitely too old for this.

Wong Jiu Kai

2009-10-19T00:46:00.002+08:00

I finally found the time to attempt making Wong Jiu Kai here in Manila.

Though we really couldn't find any home made "yellow wine" (Wong Jiu) even in China town, I guess the grocer guy just suggested the chinese alcohol to me cos there's a word that says "Yellow" on its label but it doesn't quite taste like the ones I use to have back home..

So here's a rough recipe,

lots of Ginger, as much as you like the taste of it. (I simply remove most of it anyway, I don't actually end up eating it)

Some chopped garlic

Some pieces of chicken

"Yellow Wine" (if you can find any at your area)

About a cup of water.

So first of, stir fry ginger, to get the spicy juice out. Then put in the chicken, stir fry together with garlic, and then add in some water to broil it.

Add in the yellow wine when the chicken is mostly cooked already, and if your yellow wine is already naturally sweet, then you won't need to add in brown sugar and improvise like I did.

A Bitch in the Living Room

2009-10-03T11:28:00.004+08:00

uhuh.. THATS the bitch.

You wonder why is she the bitch? I wonder too!

All through my life, I am really blessed by having nice roommates. Lisa from Indo was a darling, Yasue from Japan was all sweetness. And... uh.. I think those are the only 2 roomies I had that had left a great impression on me.

However, I don't think I was blessed with many good HOUSEMATES. I used to live with a China guy who smoked so much around the house, he even leaves the cigarette butts behind the sofa!! And now I have to deal with a bitch that thinks the whole house belongs to her!

I mean we gotta practice courtesy right? Yea I won't make a ruckus and bang shit around the house in the middle of the night. But I think a volume of 10 out of the max of 40 is NOT THAT FUCKING LOUD!

The only reason it seemed loud was bcos we have such an empty space in the living room!!
LIVING ROOM is PUBLIC SPACE! Don't be criticizing me on how I frickin USE IT~~~!!!

I'm not one to fight with words especially with people in the office cos I might risk my job. So yea she gave me crap for that and bang the door on my face but I just had to let it go and turned down the volume.

And then this morning I find her using the living room and blasting her stupid Hongky dramas on her lappy! Huh!

So I went ahead and blasted my music on my lappy.. yippeee~~ ALMOST annoyed the fuck out of the bitch but no, she even tried to make her drama sound louder just to make a statement.

Well, fuck off.

Seafood Craving

2009-09-27T10:41:00.007+08:00

I finally managed to satisfy that craving of mine for seafood..

So got my colleagues together and head to New Seaside and had a jolly good time!

Me with yummy Oysters baked with Cheese~~~

This got me allergies the next day but I guess its worth it for once in a blue moon.. ;-P

Gorging into those succulent steamed prawns!!!

Surely one cannot enjoy seafood without the company of their barkadas~

And time to head back, until next food escapade~

The Sims 3

2009-08-15T08:25:00.003+08:00

Yay!!!!!!

I got myself a guilty pleasure!!!

The Sims 3!!!!

And I even made sure I took a picture with my face on it as proof! HAH!

Its a genuine maan~~~~

Been wanting this for soooo looong..

My lappy just barely made the passing requirement and after trying on it for a few hours, I must say its performing just right ...

Though there are some features in Sims 2 that I didn't find in Sims 3.

Anyhow.. this just might be an excuse for me to be absent from blogging for a while...

hehehehehe

Weight Check

2009-07-27T23:58:00.003+08:00

Uhuh. As of today, 27th July'09, I weigh in at 53.2KG.

My normal weight is between 46.2KG - 57.5KG. So, technically I still fall between my normal weight range. But of course, I am not satisfied.

So I need to lose weight again. Need to watch what I eat again. Need to SUFFER again. Tsk.

Can't I just stay slim FOREVER?????

Anyone tried HERBALIFE yet?

I need to lose 5KG.

Ugh!

Paul Blart : Mall Cop

2009-07-27T20:40:00.003+08:00

I just watched this movie last night.

It wasn't super funny, but it was a pleasant watch though.

Kinda "cute" feeling I got when I watched it.

2-4 for JoJo

2009-07-11T05:14:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday JoJo!!!

Isn't the cake just adorable???

We can actually put our face on a piece of cake now!

Back to work na~

2009-06-27T00:43:00.003+08:00

I'm craving for this now...

On another note, here's something interesting:

Might consider this for a Tattoo... hmmmm...

Peekaboo!

2009-06-25T23:02:00.002+08:00

Nina made this. Funkeh huh??

Half the year of 2009 is gone already.

-_-"

Chika pimped!

2009-06-25T03:52:00.002+08:00

Chika got a new colorful colar!

She's still getting used to the feeling of having something trying to strangle her though..

And a fluffy Papams with Chika all pimped up!

Of Pets

2009-06-18T13:17:00.003+08:00

Meet Chicharone @ Chica!

Found her some where while on the way to get some Chicharon to snack on.. the poor skinny thing was about to cross the big scary road!!!

Anyway, the little thing has blue eyes and white fur.. cute kan????

Of Nothings

2009-04-10T00:13:00.002+08:00

This is what happens when Papams is bored.

Was trying to pose like the Mannequin but I guess my footwork was wrong.

Oh Well.

APRIL na~~

and my arms are f a t.

-_-"

The Puto Bumbong

2009-03-21T10:01:00.004+08:00

Kinda late post. This was way back in February but still, its one of the yummy things in life we cannot hide from the world because it would be so selfish not to share it!!

Other than the Mango Graham Ref Cake which I posted before, this is another one of my food adventures that I wish to highlight.

The Puto Bumbong.

Starting with the white stuff, its shredded coconuts, looks so cottony and pure freshness~

Don't be startled by Barney Color here cos for some reason, people like their Sticky Rice coming in the color PURPLE. But its just rice anyway.. it doesn't 'taste' purple. hehe.

And the brownish grains are actually brown Sugar. Sweetness that doesn't come in a girly color but tastes good and apparently should be healthier than 'white' sugar.

So there you have it, a combination that worked like MAGIC~~..

Oh, the Sticky Rice is the "Puto" (sounds so much like a bad word doesn't it?) and its served warm, and will need to place a cube of butter on top, let it melt, and then mix all this ingredients together, the brown sugar would also melt slightly when spread on the warm Puto.

mmmmm.....

They say that this Puto Bumbong is usually served wide spread during Christmas but if you go to some luxury restaurant they do serve it on usual days as well.

Ah yes, siyempre!

With all that sweetness combined, of course this is a Dessert!

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My sweet tooth is calling me..

chaoz~

Farewell June

2009-03-17T12:00:00.003+08:00

Finally had a chance to go to DADs. A buffet place at Glorietta's and I was very happy to indulge in all-I-could-eat Salmons and Sushis.. hehehe

Well, the sad part about the luncheon is that it was a farewell lunch for my colleague June. Though she joined the team a little later than I did, her experience really made her more qualified to be my mentor than just a teammate.

I really did learn a lot from her, and wished she could still stay.

Unfortunately, different lives have different routes to take, and she must continue on her journey. And so I had to bid goodbye to June.

Cheers June.. it was a pleasure having you with the team.. :)

One day, I will continue on with my journey as well..

One day...

Introducing Leah LaBelle

2009-03-03T09:27:00.003+08:00

Am lovin this right now!!!

Kept rewindin' cos I just can't get enough of it!

Bumped into this while I was searching for Musiq Soulchild on YouTube..

Apparently this girl with the funky hair and rockin voice was once a contestant in American Idol. And since its the American Idol fever again this season, thought I'd post this up and share with you peeps..

And you wouldn't believe that she looks soo pretty in this video, and yet this picture below is what they posted in the American Idol's Official Website contestant page!

Well, still, don't mind the looks but the voice is so sexy~!!! If I could choose a voice to have, hers has got to be it..

As cool as I wish my voice would be, and I try as much to "sound" cool, apparently my voice sounds "girly" over the phone.

Tsk.

The last Friday for February.

2009-02-27T06:32:00.004+08:00

Yay.. its Friday! I love Fridays.. and I get to go casual to office! Whee~~

Though its kinda sad that time flies by so fast, I thought I'd catch a moment in a day, and share this with my cyber people..

Have a good weekend peeps...

Love from Papams..

Jeyo Mobile Extender

2009-02-19T17:59:00.003+08:00

I managed to find a software that fulfills my needs to "keep" stuff.

I used to manually "type" out my SMS messages from my mobile.. word for word.. and print them out for memory's sake..

Now, with the Jeyo Mobile Extender, I can skip all that manual work!

check out the official site here

Well, I will say one thing though, cos I tried to check out the webpage FAQ cos I wanted to inquire whether I would need to "subscribe" annually or would it be a "one-off" payment?

And disappointingly enough, the "customer support" team isn't so effective... sadly..

Anyhow, I managed to download the trial and make it work with my Outlook, however, it does require my phone to be connected to the internet as well cos it doesn't get connected just by using the data cable / USB. (Which also means, costs on my mobile credit) Tsk.

So now am just gonna try and check out the payment terms and shit..

Well, so I figured I could let ppl know about this software that enables you to print out your text messages ..

So we won't have to delete messages no more!!!!

Yay!!

Post V Day Thoughts

2009-02-19T15:14:00.004+08:00

Got this thingy from Sumy after she came back from her Hometown.

It was thoughtful of her to get me that. And yea its not anything expensive but I appreciate small gestures like this. =)

Aaanyway, I do think Papams is still sweeter tho.. cos she went all the way to SM just to pick Sumy up and accompany her home because Sumy needed her help.

Isn't Papams a darling?

She sure is ~

eew..

Food Talk : Lunchtime

2009-02-19T14:53:00.003+08:00

I got lots of postdated entries that I needed to talk about, and a lot about food too.

I'll just start with today's simple lunch and talk about all the other stuff in the next post, which is in the next few minutes to come. heh.

Well, I think I've mentioned this many times, I will say it again, Papams is a rather lazy and 'lousy' cook. So, here's a quick simple food I made just to keep my stomach from bugging me with its hunger strikes..

Underneath that omelet is actually the "Knorr Plus" rice and pasta mix.. My mates got that all the way from the States they said.. I just microwaved it.. It tasted like Chilli Con Carne.. not Super but I was just ok with it..

And I made the Omelet with onions myself, then sausages...

Simple.. no luxury gourmet food but as long as it keeps me full.. heh...

Boring nyaa.... -_-"

"PLEASURE" of being a female

2009-02-12T10:28:00.003+08:00

1) You get "precious gems" on a monthly basis.

2) You can have the excuse to have a back massage.

3) You can eat chocolate like there's no tomorrow (and no one can tell you it'll make you fat)

4) You can use "DYSMENORRHEA" to call in sick.

YAY!

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Not~

Well, this so called "privilege" access has a limited time offer.

Once a month. But of course, renewable monthly.

Guys wanna exchange??

MHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..

ow..

ow..

still in pain.. brrrrrrrhllleeeeeehh

~ I'm a Barbie Girl ~

2009-02-07T12:11:00.003+08:00

Saw this from MSN news just a while ago..

"Nearly 50 years after Mattel introduced her, Barbie has managed to thrive, especially in a time when classic toy makers have found themselves scrambling to attract new audiences.

Born Barbara Millicent Robert on March 9, 1959 in Wisconsin in the United States, the 29-centimeter (11.4-inch) beauty wowed the world when she made her debut at a New York toy fair, leading to sales of 300,000 that same year.

With her long legs, love of pink-tinged glamor, and hair made for combing, she was a world away from the baby-like creatures cradled by girls of previous generations.

Today she is at the center of the Mattel company empire. She has inspired dozens of fashion designers, become a presence on Facebook and MySpace, revolutionized playtime for young children -- and forced untold numbers of reluctant parents to reach for their wallets. "

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Reason I find this amusing is because Barbie is 50 years old and still looks like she's only 16. And imagine the main age group that actually adores and idolizes this creature is only but girls from 5 up to 12. (They don't even have boobs yet but Barbie has boobs... -_-" )
Yes.. I AM A BARBIE GIRL... in a Barbie World, Life in Plastic, its FANTASTIC ~

MHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...

But really, hate to admit that I can be girly sometimes but yes, I was a big fan of Barbie.. and the thing I like most about barbie wasnt the clothes or the hair (well, I did like the clothes as well to the point where I even sewed some for her myself!), but most of all is putting Barbie into her cute miniature shoesies~~!

Ok ok.. nuff about me..

Here's a Barbie enthusiast I don't mind to meet in my lifetime..

"Bettina Dorfmann presents Barbie dolls from her collection in Duesseldorf February 2, 2009. Dorfmann owns more than 6,000 Barbie dolls and has one of the biggest collections in the world."

0_O

Enjoy your weekend peeps!

Papam's Time

2009-02-04T12:22:00.014+08:00

Yesterday I get to spend quality time with Papams. a.k.a, mua, saya, me, ako, "wuo".... etc etc.. in all the languages of the world..

muahahahahaha..

Neways, so here's what I was up to yesterday since I had all the time for myself.. some lurv-in and pampering.. not to mention, "retail therapy"!!!

Went to watch "InkHeart",

Luxury Dinner.
More Japanese food. well, makis and sushi mainly, (yes, alone - my own pampering) I had to request the waitress there to help me take a picture. She must think I'm LOCO.

These are what I ordered,

All the "raw" stuff, plus Unagi, and then I finally found from this restaurant, what I usually eat back in KK,

Its the CHIRASHI SUSHI!!!!!! (Poor man's food according to a friend of mine.. ) Though this serving was much smaller compared to the one served back in KK's MIYABI, but just alright.. not too bad.. and the raw stuff was quite fresh (or at least for my taste).

I ordered quite a lot! And maybe I was "perasan" but I felt like the staff was watching me eat. Prolly they don't find guests going in to the shop so often "solo"?

Oh, and the place was called "AJISEN RAMEN", obviously their specialty was RAMEN, but the things I ordered was surprisingly not too bad...

After dinner, headed to "Chocolate Spoon" and get ice-cream for dessert. Was also craving for that a few days back.

I was trying to be discreet about me taking pictures so this is what I came up with. A focus on my nostrils. And the shop design at the background. With pictures of whats in their menu. HEH.

I ordered the "Hugs and Kisses", had chocolate and vanilla icecream with Hershey's syrup at the bottom and Hershey's Chocolates as toppings. But I could hardly taste the chocolate though since the ice cream flavor just sweetened out everything else..

And of course, my retail therapy for the day. I was almost tempted to get another mobile phone since my phone is running out of message space! But I managed to stop myself from going too far..

I got the bag that I was eyeing on already.. Hope this will last me longer..

It even came with freebies.. A toilet roll ("printed" it said), and a lil match box thingy.. How cute~!

And I also got some gadgets,

With rubber Hairbands, and blue thingy with the black patch is actually like a mobile phone pouch but I got it to put my camera in.

Got Magazines..

CD Pouch and Food Plastic Lock thingy,

And so on so forth.. phew!

So there's one day gone.. and more money spent.. sheesshh....

-_-"

February: Month of LURVE-IN

2009-02-03T12:44:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps.. Happy February!!

I'm just chillin'.. though kinda upset cos I still havent got my doo-doos yet.. hate it when pay day is so late.. tskk...

Neways, can you believe some people wanna call themselves ROLEX??? What kind of a name is that?? Its a frickin Watch Brand name!! Duh~~~

Its just like how the Hongkies like to call themselves with such names as Pinky and Winnie and ... ugh.. watever!!

Ok.. am just ranting nonsense...

Come end of January!

2009-01-30T10:16:00.004+08:00

I don't know how may times people have said it, and its always true..

TIME FLIESS.....

February can't wait to come na~!!!

Tsk.. my wrinkles can't wait to appear as well..

So lately been having trouble getting enough "good" sleep.. Don't know why though.. and I usually sleep without any dreams which means I really did sleep well, but these few nights I keep having dreams and that just means my mind didn't rest right?? Sheeshh..

Aaaanyway, for February, nothing much to look forward to, haven't got any plans and stuff but here's something I bumped into just a short while ago and that got me started with next month's plans.. hehehehe..

Just saw the trailer for the movie.. supposedly opens today!! Well, I'm not such a big Renee Zellweger fan, and I hate that she always likes to smile without showing her teeth.. ???

Aaaanyhoo.. I think its a cute chick flick comedy.. yes, I hate to admit it but I am such a sucker for cute shit. SHHHH............ NOT SO LOUD!!!!!

So.. I think I'd like to go back to doing some of my favorite pasttimes that I haven't been able to do much. Such as Movies.. so will catch up on all that movies I was supposed to watch.. this also means, DVD galore!!!!!

Year of the Ox: Day 2

2009-01-27T23:07:00.006+08:00

So its the 2nd day of Chinese New Year, and this is whats been going on,

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Had staff dinner at the office pantry for the Chinese New Year Eve dinner, buffet style catered food. I think there was lechon, pancit, chicken, barbeque pork or steak, fish slices, and etc... didn't manage to take any pics cos it was rather crowded at the time... now am regretting it.. darn!

Sherlyn and I had a chance to camwhore a bit in the pantry while they were preparing the place. Just wanted to take a shot of the Chinese New Year atmosphere with all the decos around.. hehehe..

And this was today....

Yupp!! I got at least 1 ang pow!! hehehehehehe.....

Even has my name on it!! ITS FOR MUA!!!!!

Sneak peek.... ;-P

HEHEHEHEHEHE....

Well, its not much, but at least something. From the company to the staff.. neat huh? Supposed to bring good luck to me?? I think.. uh.. dunno whats the significance of receiving ang pows, but who cares???? ANG POW.... COME TO MEEEE...........

So since its my day off, had to do some grocery shopping, and being the uncontrollable spender I am, I just had to get my hands on cheap shit.. Like this shirt.

Which is also a tad bit too small for my fit... tsk..

Oh Well, thank goodness it only costed me about RM7.00 only... ^_^

Papams says Gong Hee Gong Hee

2009-01-23T12:40:00.008+08:00

I got this calendar the other day from National Bookstore, cute huh?? ;-P

Well, its the RED season again.. just few days more till the Chinese New Year or Lunar Calendar Year begins again, and though I'm not a big fan of this season except for the red packets,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEEPS!!! GONG XI FA CHAI~~ ANG POW NA LAI~~!!!

kakakakakakakaka....

So without Chinese Calendars, I wouldn't know what ANIMAL year it would be, thus, this calendar was very informative..

Uhuh. Its the year of the OX.. mooooooooo~~~???

Check this out, it even has some Character Traits for those born in the year of the OX..

Checking out what mine says.. hmmm......

...."should make more practical and realistic consideration to access successful returns." .. ???

duh.. okay...
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Oh yes, back home this season is full of RED colors everywhere, and of course it wouldn't be Chinese New Year without any gambling involved. Kinda starts the year off they believe.. hm.

Anyhoo.. since I don't celebrate this particular festivity, so I wouldn't be home with my hometown buddies to go for "yam cha" sessions or reunions.

Most of all, won't be getting anymore ANG POWS.... O_o" booo hooo..

Twilight

2009-01-20T11:16:00.003+08:00

Watched this on DVD the other night.. so corny maan..

I thought it was gonna be at par with Harry Potter or Lord of the Rings stuff since there was so much hype about it going on.

After watching it then I realised why it was so marketed. Mostly due to our Jonas Bros and Hannah Montana generation now.. geez..

Its such a "pre-teen" flick! The only good point about it is the "Vampire" substance. Other than that, it was such a typical plain movie..

duh... good thing I didn't go all the way to a cinema to watch this!!

Mango Graham Ref Cake

2009-01-16T01:19:00.011+08:00

Yay! Just a week into the new year, I've learnt a new recipe!! Am so addictive to this as of now..

So since I'm in the mood to share, hehe, (I usually keep yummy delicious recipes to myself), here goes...

The ingredients,

Thats it! All that you can see on the pics, thats all it takes.. Simple aint it??

First the crackers, arrange them nicely in a container, this will be the base.

Then just spread a fair amount of sweetened condensed milk (or known popularly in KK as, "susu junjung") over the cracker base.

Then pour a layer of multi purpose cream (liquid) just enough to cover the base, theres no need to drown them..

Finally, slice thin pieces of the mango fruit and layer it above the cream generously. Now be sure to pick ripe Mangos so that its sweet and not sour. Apparently you can also exchange the mango fruit for peaches. I'll try that some other time.

So repeat step 1 after this, placing the crackers just on top of the mango layering and do the procedure all over again. For this container, it took only about 2 layers of mangos.

Then the final layer will be just the crackers, condensed milk then cream, and top it with crushed graham crackers just to make it look good.

End product should look like this,

So after the topping, just place the whole container into the refridgerator. Preferably in the freezer for just about an hour or 2, maybe less its really up to you.. hehehe.

Here's a close up of the layers,

And to prove that I actually did make this myself and ate the whole thing, without suffering any LBM,

I ate all that... oh yea... yummy!!!!!

Of course, I didn't invent this receipe on my own. (Knowing what a lousy cook I am!)

Credit definitely goes to Lizette who taught me how to make this simple yet delightfully addictive dessert..

Y U M!!!

Post New Year Days

2009-01-10T07:18:00.002+08:00

So its been 9 days past new year, and still my Facebook status wishes everyone Happy New Year, I was thinking maybe I could leave that there until end of January??

Since the new year, I have got new goodies, uploaded new pics in Friendster and Facebook which I havent been doing for the past year 2008.

2008 was a year full of trials and changes, I can't foresee what 2009 will bring me. Especially with the global economy downturn, really don't know what to expect in the near future.

For now, I am just living each day, not wanting to expect more than what I should be content for.

Because since the ushering of new year, I also hear news of death everywhere.

Truly a life can end in a matter of seconds.

Wow.. so drama man my post!!

So what to expect this January? I am expecting February to come already!!! HAHAHAHA

Despite age catching up on me, its ironic how we wish time would past by faster sometimes. Heh.

Ok, enough of melodramatic blabbering from me. Here's to looking more positively in the midst of challenging things coming my way.

I am after all, a Survivor.

;-)

Cheers!

2 zero zero 9 - Part II

2009-01-01T11:21:00.004+08:00

hEHEHeehehe..

As much as it is a NEW year, I still feel like the same old Papams a few days ago.. kakakaka

So what did I do for countdown?

Stolen shot of the year..

MHAHAHAHAHAHA...

Goodness me.. It was about another 42 minutes to a new year, and there I was takin a nap.

Oh GAWD.. The noises outside!!! I almost had a heart attack with all that firecrackers noises.. Aaaanyway, back to my new year's eve, yea.. I was so tired from the past few days of restless sleep, that was just papams taking a short break. Hahhahaha..

Of course, I did not miss the áctual countdown laa..

so that was it.. after that brief moment of countdown, jumping and jingling of coins in our pockets, to celebrate the new year, time to stuff our bellies!!!

Yummy!!!

And then after all that eating..

I went back to ZzzZZZzzzZzZzzzzz................

KAKAKAKAKAKA... What a way to celebrate new year.. :)

But its all gewd... nice and cozy .. just the way I like it!

Cheers!!

2 zero zero 9

2008-12-31T19:50:00.003+08:00

Hey Peeps!!

Merry Belated Christmas,

and Happy New Year 2009!!!

I'm kinda late with my wishes I know.. kinda hard to be posting anything lately cos am really having lack of sleep.

But hey, better late than Never. (Duh~!)

Bah.. Here's Papams wish to ALL and hoping everyone will have a great and joyous New Year ahead!!!!

Tagged!!! Camwhoring

2008-12-09T12:08:00.003+08:00

Been awhile since I done a tag! But here goes, just for you Kae Sen!!

Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right NOW!.
DON’T change your clothes; DON’T fix your hair… Just take a picture.
Post that picture with NO editing.
Post these instructions with your picture.
Tag 10 people to do this…

Gilaaaaakkk~~~ baju kuning, gigi pun kuning!!! wuuuaaaakakakakakakakaka~~~~

Don't worry, the only editing I did was resize the pic and put in my watermark. Who knows someone might find my photo "oh-so-appealing" and wanted to trademark it. (Haynaku! perasan pulak!)

Ok. So I don't think I have 10 ppl to tag also, but here's just some. Hav fun wit it peeps! And oh, its Tuesday huh? hm.

Gilboard
Crissy
BigEyedGal
GirlForAllStatus
The Sister
The Brother
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and "you", who actually had the time to read this post here. Wherever you are. ;-)

My Proud Mama!

2008-12-06T11:10:00.008+08:00

Isn't the flower and teddy bear combination oh-so-cute????!!!

Yea I know, I'm a sucker for cute stuff but hate to admit it!

Neways, yeap. My mama is proud of the graduate. And She knew I'd like this bouquet with the Teddy rather than a FULL ON flower bouquet!!

This was taken at Putrajaya. And Papams squinting cos of the hot sun.. -_-"

These are a few of papam's graduate-mates.. hehe

And this was Papams at the graduation dinner.. (I'm just posting this cos I like the pic!! MHAHAHAHAHAHA... v a i n ...)

Hacked? Bugged??

2008-11-19T12:24:00.002+08:00

Somethings up with my Windows Live Messenger.

I suspect its got something to do with the virus hangin around my pc. Just that my pc is using freeware anti virus and its not detecting it! Ugh~

So all my Windows Live Messenger contacts are gone!!!!

Its no wonder that its been about a week that I've noticed my contact list was so quiet and inactive! Everyone was offline!!!

Nuts!!!!! And just then I realised, when someone NOT ONLINE from my list contacted me, I was asked to "add this person to your contact list"!!!

o_o !!!

Nyaaahhh~~!!!!!

Hair Update

2008-11-09T16:00:00.004+08:00

So my last day OFF I thought I'd just trim my hair.

And I don't usually end up with a good hair cut. So now I look like a high school girl...

Sheesh.. This haircut makes my face looks even rounder!

The last time I had a haircut was way back in March. I talked about it here. That look suited me better than this one :-(

On another note, had a fine day out with colleagues last week after work.. Chicka minute~!

Countdown : 6 days.

^_^

Nobyembre

2008-11-04T08:33:00.003+08:00

Its finally here.. The end of the year is near!! (hey that rhymed!)

I didn't think I was gonna look forward to another 12 days, but ironically I am. I guess I do miss home in some ways.

I'm missing my slightly bigger bed, I miss my room most definitely, all my memoirs, my cds, my vanity table, hm. Oh and of course, my love adorable models.. My nieces!

Besides that, I'm looking forward to my highschool friend's wedding!! Aaawww.. she's the first one amongst us five that were sitting together in a clump on our final year of Highschool...

Aaaaaiii... the only thing I'm NOT looking forward to in this November, is getting a year OLDER!!!

NUTS!

Agent M for MY ASS!!!

2008-10-31T11:00:00.004+08:00

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Pamela says:
anyways, back to my complain

Agent M says:
Thank you for your feedback. Maybank will review this conversation shortly.

Pamela says:
i'm not done!

Agent M says:
I think you should be done by now.

Pamela says:
wow, thats a pretty rude answer

Agent M says:
If you say so, it is.

Pamela says:
what kind of a customer service chat is this?

Agent M says:
Hmm.. That's an interesting statement, and I can't comment on it.

Pamela says:
Ok, at first I'm already furious that my money was debited from my account without any cash received and now this robot chat that is so rude??

Agent M says:
Sorry, I'm having trouble understanding you.
Try typing "?" to see examples of questions I can answer.

Pamela says:
tsk

Agent M says:
Hmm. I didn't quite get what you said.
Try typing "?" to see examples of questions I can answer.

Pamela says:
i think NOW i'm done.

Agent M says:
Well I'll be.

(Pamela goes -_-" )

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Sheesh. Seriously. These kind of ridiculous response is the reason I went into Customer Service Industry. I could have done so much better!! ;-P

Aaaanyway, this is one of the things I "ENJOY" during my day OFFs. Getting crap from some robot customer service.

Duh~

Now how I wish I had other options to go to... Any suggestions for a widespread, quality online Banking service?? I have been a patron of Maybank since KawanKu days. I shit you not. And this is what they have become today...

My Day OFFs

2008-10-28T11:21:00.002+08:00

I had a day OFF yesterday, and I spent the whole day just lazing around practically doing nothing. Bleh~

Yea, managed to cook myself some congee, handwashed a few undergarments, but still, most of my time was spent in front of the telly. Watching afternoon soap dramas and at night it was comedy night with "According to Jim" and "My Wife and Kids".

Then there was also the Nintendo. It was lying around there, not mine, my colleague's so I thought I'd give it a try. Played Mario Brothers. And playing that just reminded me why I get sick of playing that game after 4 rounds of trying. I'm a very impatient person sometimes.

Anyway, so there goes a day to waste. I didn't even manage to reply Yasue's letter, and I even ended up giving in to my guilty pleasures:

Kit Kat and M&M's.

:'-(

When am I ever going to lose weight??????

From Nippon with Love

2008-10-23T02:06:00.009+08:00

I got mail!!

Oh how I miss the days of pen-pals and snail mails..

I am truly blessed to have met people like this from this whole wide world.

Yasue Okada was my roommate back in OZ. She was just the sweetest person I know. She even cried when I left!

Anyway, I got a letter from her! Was so excited when I saw the mail..

And yea.. She's a pure Nihon-jin, all the kawai-ness is visible in her sticker decorated letter..

Even at the back of the letter envelope, its got a dove-like sticker that matches the envelope "sky" design..

Well, in the letter she mostly talked about her life, what she been up to, mostly about work though. And then she also asked me about my "previous" relationship which she thought I'm still in. Sadly she hasn't come to know of what had happened. Will definitely find the time to reply her. I hope I have her address!! Gotta check my email again..

Aaanyway, this has got to be the best part of the letter..

"Love, yasue " (and some kawai face of a teddy bear)

awwwwww....

I AM L O V E D ! ! !

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Wait a minute! JULY??? It takes 3 months for snail mail to arrive????? Gosh.. in 3 months so much changes can happen!!

Tsk! Snail Mail... -_-"

Oink Oink

2008-10-22T04:29:00.002+08:00

Saw this the other day at Robinson's Supermarket...

Poor baboy~~ (no offence to vegitarians aaaigght?)

But he looks happy tho.. kan?

Hehehehe..

I know I mentioned my memory card screwed up but I managed to find an alternate way to retrieve the data files.. Y A Y ! !

8th Oct : A Day for Buffet

2008-10-09T01:03:00.004+08:00

Twas my day OFF today. Thought I'd spend some quality time with myself and went off to spend money like water. -_-"

So anyway, after buying groceries and some bras and panties to add to my deprived closet, I was starting to crave for some japanese food, or rather, sushi specifically.

My colleague recommended this place called Sakae Sushi, and I decided to bring along another colleague with me since its supposedly a buffet, which only lasted from 2pm until 6pm. On the way there, June and I was really excited and anticipating good stuff, and we were deliberating how business minded this place was to set the buffet timing at low peak hours.

Oh how disappointed we were when we got there. The sushi train was scarce, and choice was so limited. Of course, I had to eat my money's worth right? It costed around RM 26 per person, and I made sure we ate the most expensive color code there is!!! The red, the green, then the yellow. Had about 6 red plates that costed around 7.50, 3 plates of green, 6 bucks each, and then 3 of yellow, 4.50 each.

So we only paid 52 bucks for a disappointing meal that costed 75 bucks normal price. It came with complimentary green tea, and choice of miso soup or chawan mushi.

I say its disappointing as I had about 4 plates of red which were the same dish!! The chef wasn't even gonna put in any new shit and most of the food were simple cheap stuff anyway! No salmon, no unagi. Tsk!

I have vowed not to go there anymore. Duh~

Movie : My Bestfriend's Girlfriend

2008-10-06T08:58:00.003+08:00

Watched this the other night with Lei and family. Oh such a sweet heart fluttering movie.. I just love looking at Marian Rivera.. She's so pweeety~~!!!

Movie is just a feel good one. Maybe some corny lines where Marian goes,

"we can't be together... its not right~~"

duh~

Aaaanyhow, it also has the Ric Segrato song "Why can't it be" included as part of the soundtrack.. aawww... love that song..

Hmm.. what movie next?

"TEETH"

MHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

you know what I'm talking bout~

I Live, I Learn..

2008-09-29T08:17:00.002+08:00

I learned how to cook Simple Sopas from Tita B. last night!

Just so I won't forget, I'll note it down here.. hehehe

Ingredients:

Macaroni
Ground Pork
Garlic
Red Onions
Chicken Stock / broth cubes
Evaporated Milk.
Patis (fish sauce)

Process:

Boil the pasta as usual, adding salt and oil into the boiling water.
While pasta is boiling, stirfry the garlic, onions and ground pork, then add in moderate amounts of Patis.

After the ground pork is cooked, add it in to the boiling pasta, pour in 1 whole can of evaporated milk.

And thats it!

Yay!

Wish I had pictures of it though. ..... Darn virus!!

Virus!

2008-09-29T08:15:00.001+08:00

Darn it.. my camera memory card has been attacked!!!! I can't read my memory card from my pc no more!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~~~~

I need a new memory card.. how much does it cost I wonder?

Of Pens and Eggs.

2008-07-30T10:24:00.005+08:00

Its my first encounter with a pen this L A R G E. and its in Pink. ew.

Care to leave me your number? Mhahahahaha

On another note, have you ever seen a frozen egg? Well, its the first for me! I was gonna cook the egg so when I knocked it on the table it wouldnt break easy, until I realised, it was frozen!!

I know, I'm so "sa-kai". Don't know how to explain that in English. Go Figure.
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Its month end!!! Come on already August!!!!

Motion

2008-07-26T08:19:00.001+08:00

Weeee~~~~~~~~~~ !!!!

This is sooooooooo kewwll.....

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Papams is soo kewl~~

Its a Thursday

2008-07-17T20:20:00.002+08:00

I was trying to waste off my camera battery so I could re-charge it. So here's wat I ended up doin.

Yupp. Cam-whoring. And then use my oh-so-limited photoshop skills to do some editing.

I hate my dark circles that is building up under my eyes..
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And I hate people with bad B.O.

Kindly take a shower in the morning to get rid of bed smells.

R O C K S

2008-07-09T01:27:00.002+08:00

XXXXXX thinks "Wanted" movie IS ROCKS because of Angelina Jolie!

W T F ?????

IS ROCKS?????

maaann... don't use the word if you don't know how to!!!

tsk... saw this in my Facebook friend's list just then.. I'm in a bitchy mood so yea, gonna be a lil mean.. mhahahahahahahaha...

plus Papams is jealous that she hasn't seen the movie yet.

Lets talk Y u m m e h ~ !

2008-07-04T09:15:00.004+08:00

Have I mentioned that I like eggs??

mmmm... yummy omelet.. with onions, corned beef, and cheese... mmmmmmmmmmmm~~~

I love to eat fresh steamed prawns too.. mmmmmmmmm~~~

Crabs... yummy succulent white flesh... mmmmmmmmmm~~~~ saraaaaaaappp~~~~

** Sound of Music : " ~~~ these are a few of my favorite things...~~ "

~~When the dog bites

~~When the bee stings

~~When I'm feeling saaaaaaaaaaaaad....

~~I simply remember my favorite things

~~~And then I don't feeeeeeeeeeeeeel

so baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad...~~~~

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Hungry yet?

Just for Fun

2008-06-24T10:45:00.002+08:00

Saw this out side the cinema the other day.. thought I'd have some fun with them... hehehehe

New addition

2008-06-22T21:56:00.004+08:00

Its been a while since I last bought myself a pair of shoes.. here's the latest addition to my apparel family.

I had to buy this since my current work shoe is all worn out.. ;-P

And this cost me RM 20.00 ONLY!!!! cheap~~~

I just hope it lasts long enough tho...

Looks nice huh?? Have I mentioned that my feet is my best asset?? I'm a good size 5 ... hehehe.. thats why I'd prefer spending on shoes more than I would on clothings ..

Now I just need some time to 'break-into' the shoe.. I wore it out last night and it hurts me.. and the thing about shoes like this is that when you sweat in them it'll make your feet stink.. eww.. so I need to get those shoe spray deodorant thingy..

What the..?

2008-06-05T20:32:00.002+08:00

"We has been escalated.." ???

"..feed you back.." ???

I may not be a grammar guru, but that just sounded so funny huh??

And imagine this is coming from such a big establishment as Telekom Malaysia Berhad!!! The monopolizer of all communications in Malaysia!!!

Tsk...

Meiji Dippy

2008-06-01T17:26:00.006+08:00

This is my current craving..

This is REALLY yummy... and RM 2.90 for 2 of this.. mmmm...

Comes with the biscuit sticks and of course, the oh-so-sinful chocolate dip... mmm..

The taste? mmmmm.... I prefer this as compared to the traditional red packaging ones which I think is called "YamYam" or "YanYan", mostly cos of the quality of the dip, that comes with little chocolate crumbs, and even the biscuit too..

I think I've gained another 2 kg just from eating this.. *sob

Danica and I

2008-05-31T01:10:00.003+08:00

This was taken at City Mall Olde Station Kopitiam with my niece, Danica

I have taught her the art of cam-whoring at such a tender age of 7.

I'll surely be missing these moments pretty soon...

Rain.

2008-05-30T16:41:00.003+08:00

Its raining cats and dogs here at this moment. And since I am still excited about bringing back this blog of mine, I thought I'd put random stuffs in, just to try out the blogspot's features and tools..

So I figured I should try to post pictures that are larger than my normal wordpress size of 300pixels. hehehe. So this one is set to 500pixels wide.

This is a photo taken during my recent Manila visit. It was raining cats and dogs then too. So I could relate it to me now!

I really liked this photo. Somehow looking at it just brings me back to that moment in time. And that old man on the left, just completes the art!

Tagged by Big Eyed Gal : Blog Readability Test

2008-05-30T16:20:00.004+08:00

I'm so free to do all these tags now.. so here goes.. muahahahahaha

Here are the rules:

1. Check out your Blog Readability Test here then post it.
2. (OPTIONAL) Stop asking yourself regarding the results of the test (LOL!)
3. Add your blog from the list together with the results.
4. Tag as many friends you like.

1. Big Eyed Gal - High School 2. The Chronic Shopper - Elementary 3. Vital Sighs - Genius 4. Papams - High School 5. YOUR LINK HERE

I'm tagging: Y O U!

Tagged by Big Eyed Gal : Firsts and Lasts

2008-05-30T15:23:00.004+08:00

Participants: 1. Me and Mine 2.Creative In Me 3.Little Peanut 4. Pea in a Pod 5. Sugar Magnolias 6. All Things Me 7. Because Life Is Fun 8. Mind Bubbles 9. Something Purple 10. Stripe at Yellow 11. Vanity Kit 12. Em's Detour 13. Big Eyed Gal 14. The Chronic Shopper 15. Vital Sighs 16. Papams 17. ADD YOUR LINK HERE

First:
*First real job: Accounts Executive
*First screen name: AkikoYano (back when MIRC and ICQ is the mode for chatting - during the Japanese Culture Fever)
*First funeral: My grandfather - Mother's side. I was only about 6 or was it 8 years old?
*First pet: Cats and Dogs - had loads of them. No favorites though..
*First piercing: Ears. at the age of 7 or 8 as well?
*First tattoo: nope. no tattoos. I'm not 'stained'. hehe.
*First credit card: I don't qualify!!! darn it..
*First kiss: hmm.. can't recall.. but maybe at age 13??
*First enemy: enemy???? can't recall??

Last:
*Last car ride: Just yesterday. Mum picked me up from work.
*Last kiss: **shhhhh
*Last Movie: Juno. - pretty funkeh~
*Last hair color: Bright orange? 1st of March 08
*Last novel read: This reminds me I need to read more novels to fill up my creative juices.. -_-"
*Last country visit: Philippines!

ok.. running out of "last" ideas.. feel free to add it up guys..

I'm tagging Kaesen, Pinay Jade, and whoever is reading this now.. :-D

I'm Keeping this.

2008-05-30T10:32:00.002+08:00

Hello cyberworld.

I decided to keep this blog active. Well, not exactly "active" but to just revive it for keep's sake. Cos its such a waste being left all alone in the internet web and just waiting for someone to view it.

So, since I am on Wordpress, I thought I could still hang on to my blogger account and do all the things here that I can't do with wordpress.. hehehe..

My primary entries will still be in wordpress, and I'll probably just post randome stuffs here now and then.

Maybe someday when blogger allows a wider range of imports from other blog systems, I just might make this the primary one too.. ;-)

Yo Soy, Betty La Fea

2006-11-01T22:10:00.000+08:00

watched this Telenovela during college break back in 2002. I was crazy about it! I would tune in everyday at 5pm just to watch it and even record it whenever I have to miss an episode!! and only till now, I realised why they aired it in Malaysia.

Apparently, when it first aired in Columbia, it immediately became a fever to all Telenova fans. It was such a hit that it spread all across the globe and even had different versions of the remake of Betty La Fea.

The most recent version that joined in this fever is the U.S. version produced by Salma Hayek.

I watched the clips here and there. And it has a whole load of added characters which were not in the original Yo Soy Betty La Fea. It is still interesting though, and set on a more contemporary tone and the show is called "UGLY BETTY" and they didnt change the title as well, just simply translated it. However, "Yo Soy Betty La Fea" translated directly is spose to mean, "I AM BETTY, THE UGLY ONE."

However, I personally do not like the cast of the character "BETTY" where they chose America Ferrera as Betty cos I thought they would really take a trully beautiful looking girl and turn them ugly just as they had done with the orignal "Betty" in the Columbian Version which they chose Ana Maria Orozco.

But despite having peeks at different versions of "Betty"s, I still prefer the original Betty and I think the original BETTY is still THE UGLIEST among them all!!! The American BETTY just seemed too cleaned up and you could tell that the ugliness was FAKED..

Anyway, it is still interesting though.. the American version. But just listening to the Spanish language in the original makes me melt more!!

Most Wanted Cafe

2006-10-30T00:44:00.000+08:00

Had a short but sweet yam cha session at this cafe with my highschool years mate, Kodomo.

Here's a few stuff I learned from her,

"lassitude" - physical or mental tiredness.

However, in her definition, it means, in mandarin "yan(4th sound) juan(4th sound)" meaning in an informal way saying "nyak"(mandarin slang).

and "nyak" , the informal mandarin language technically means - getting bored of.

Mobile Phones and their owners.

2006-10-29T19:03:00.000+08:00

Don't u just hate it when u call a person on their mobile and they won't pick it up?

I mean, whats a mobile for if they wont pick it up?? fuck man..

Sometimes I feel like I'm so repulsive! Too dependent on her? Maybe.

I hate this feeling. The "she doesn't feel the same for u as u do for her" kind of scenario.

DAMNIT!!!

Random: Doesn't this look FUN?

2006-10-29T18:02:00.000+08:00

and the background scenery is just amazing~~ Thank God Sabah still has beautiful places to be proud of!!

The World of Suzie Wong (1960)

2006-10-25T12:37:00.000+08:00

I think this is the first ever OLD movie that I actually sat through. I usually just flip the channel when I come across old movies from the 50s or 60s but this movie caught my attention cos it was an American made movie on an Asian culture. I was curious to see how the westerners those days viewed the asians in their times.

Anyway, caught it on cinemax channel 41 while I was browsing through Astro (while babysitting - cos I don't have astro in my own home ).
So, here's the scoop on the story,

"An American goes to Hong Kong for a year to work on his painting, meets a Chinese prostitute who poses for him, and then eventually falls in love with her. "

Simple.

Well, I liked the fact that the character was actually an architect by profession. Haha. yalah, thought of Al for a moment there.

One thing that I'll always remember of this movie, is how the character, Suzie Wong, so ever frequently misuse the world "FOR GOODNESS SAKE". There were so many lines in that movie which she uses "FOR GOODNESS SAKE" at the end of each line which is really funny. Its almost like her punch line. Hah.

Though I have to say I didn't like the ending at all.. it was sort of a sad and an ending that just leaves its audience hangin'..

Bah, old movies.. what more can you expect.. it was kinda interesting the kind of insight it gave me on the perspective of chinese prostitutes in those days..

Neways, here's to my first ever OLD movie review:

I'd give it a 2.5/5 star rating. maybe can be close to 2.8 lah at best. kekekekeke .

"~for goodness sake!~" ;-p

Its a matter of Trust, is it not?

2006-10-25T11:28:00.000+08:00

You know how the girlfriend tells the boyfriend how he does certain things that arent right, or maybe certain advices that they give you, the boyfriend just let the words go in from one ear and out the other?

They call the advices, naggings. Well, I think its just a matter of trusting your love ones.
Like, maybe the guy has a bad habit of being egotistical, and his friends are just too chicken to say it to his face. But the girl, knowing that she could confront her man without being judged because they have a certain intimacy, a certain trust in each other, that they both should know, that whatever thats conveyed is for their own good.

However, confrontation turns sour, and the guy becomes defensive of his actions and thinks that the girl is againts him. So a fight emerges.

BUT, if a friend, who can be as blunt and straight-forward, tells it to this guy's face, that he was being an ass, it is immediately being input into his mind and he goes, "woow, thats the 2nd time. Ok, this time its for real."

"THIS TIME"? So, when the girlfriend says it, its not for real?
Why must it take 2 opinions to believe in something? Even if the opinion comes from a "someone" that you SHOULD be trusting?? Its your own girlfriend for GOODNESS SAKE.

I guess, the level of trust the guy had for the girlfriend, wasn't as deep as she thought he had in her.

And, this doesn't have to imply on just the negative. Even when the girlfriend says "You can do it baby, you can make it, you're good at you do,", it doesn't cheer the guy up. BUT, when he hears the same shit from other people, its like his whole life depended on other's opinion and his day was brightened up just like that.

So what of the girlfriend's opinion? It didn't matter? It wasn't worth believing in?

So what's a girlfriend for? Just to be a flower pot I guess, to be appreciated when needed, and to be left alone when there is no need.

Where is the TRUST??

Last Day of Break. BREAK.

2006-10-25T10:29:00.000+08:00

yea.. last day of 5 day break.. sheesh.. how time flies..

Break day 1:
Spent whole day in my sister's hse just watching ANTM cycle 4 marathon while burning cds in my bro's pc...

Break day 2:
Sunday, church, then back home, lazed around, then movie at night. Watched "The Prestige." with Ams, Dins, Kims and others. Thereafter had HA-MEN supper at foh sang. I do wanna add on that Prestige was a darn good movie. Haven't seen a good one in a while now. I'd give it a 4/5. Not perfect, some scenes I found corny but its still good nontheless.

Break day 3:
Monday, morning half of the day, the aircon service crew came by to install a new aircon for my mum's room (which i'm dreading for the electricity bill next month. lets hope it rains more often!!) and then after they're done, did some laundry and clean the living room and my room. In the afternoon, went out with my mum to do furniture shopping. And we got us a nice contemporary couch with a solid wood coffee table and a "so-so" kitchen cabinet. In the evening, had a bday dinner to go to at Al's aunty's hse. Free Food! yummy..

Break day 4:
Woke up rather late, and then after brunch head straight on to wash the car. Took up the rest of my afternoon just to chill at home and rest. By 4pm, Dins picked me up to his place to babysit Hannah. So the rest of the night was work for me eventhough its still a public holiday and supposedly my rest day.. well, what a pauper's gotta do, she's gotta do it.. even if its only worth 30 malaysian ringgit.

And finally today, Break day 5. Doesn't the days go by just too fast when you're having fun?

Sigh...

Don't we just LOVE-ATHE them?? families.....

2006-10-20T12:09:00.000+08:00

--sms msg log--

from Che2 to papams:

"2day I realise tht Mummy makg dinner 4 us is too much trouble 4 U n Mummy."

(in papam's thoughts, yea, it sure is!! Its about time you realised that!!!)

papams to Che2:

"There's a way around it. Its up to you to accept it. If its really the matter of the girls eating their dinner early. Mum could pick them up and have dinner in luyang hse first."

(see, i gave her an option)

from Che2 to Mum & papams:

"Ma, klu makg dinner 4 me is very susah 4 U & Pam, mayb no need 2 do dinner 4 me oredi lah."

(papams says, note the "dinner 4 ME" as in its for herself and not for the kids.. and she says its for the kids!! blueks!!!!)

Che2 continues...

"I don want 2 b a burden 2 U & Mummy anymre."

papam finally replies after putting a loooooong thought and after ranting to besfren about the matter,

"Bah, Thanks che.."

Che2 then replies to that,

"U r not nice. Chinese say ppl like U got black heart."

(notice that this sounds like a whining baby who couldn't think of any other comeback)

and then papams seeing that che2 had eaten her own words, replied again,

"eh, I thought u said u didnt want to burden us? I appreciated that.. So you're saying you don't mean it??"

Well, at this point, I was already pist. I can't believe she dared to say a thing like that. She didn't even see the bigger picture. I had to scream.. and I did.

And Che2 didnt bother to reply, I felt the need to dump the shit into her face. So I went on to reply her one of the most longest sms I could send to a person.

linked1/6:
"I oredi say kan got another way. U being childish wan 2 merajuk padahal got another way around it. U saja senang2 no need 2 masak padahal org lain yg hav

linked2/6:
"2 go kerja lagi 2 support their living hav 2 wait for u saja n sacrifice their rest? Mum is doing u a favor. All i'm askin is dat u consider i got work

linked3/6:
"2 go 2 at 7 whic is y i wan 2 get home early so can rest. U oredi tdk payah masak, cannot ka compromise n try other alternatives?? Bukan pun org cakap td

linked4/6:
"k mau tolong! If ppl minta tolong frm u pun they will try 2 find more convenient way ma. I ask u to kasi balik baju pun when its on ur way 2 work ma. Ada

linked5/6:
"kah u wan 2 merajuk like dat tdk fikir dulu situation?! Bagus klu i rush u guys just so i could go jln! Org pi kerja cari duit ba dat! U got husband 2 su

linked6/6:
"pport lagi. I got no husband n need 2 support mummy lagi! Ya che, i got a black heart. God bless u."

And there, I could've added more.. but i think, thats all the energy I could afford to waste on being mad. I need more reserves for doing 2 jobs and uni and being sick with flu n fever at the same time.

So fuck yea. I got a black heart.

Life Goes On..

2006-10-09T13:18:00.000+08:00

I emailed an "affair" of mine, happened a long time ago.. not that I'm proud to admit it but hey, its part of my history, and its part of my life experience.. It has mold me to become who I am today..

He replied my mail, and sent me a photo of his baby boy.. so cute.. And the name,.. Daniel.. kinda awkward for him to choose a Christian name.

Anyhow... its nice to keep in touch. And yea.. even after all those months we've been through.. life goes on.. we've gone over the 'expiry date'

Life sure does go on..

07 October 2006: Random Thoughts.

2006-10-07T20:33:00.000+08:00

PROCRASTINATION

This word is really a big hit in my books currently.

06 October 2006: Looking at the same moon.

2006-10-06T21:10:00.000+08:00

I just got back from tuition. And after a whole day of facing the computer screen at work, I get home to this, the computer screen. Am such and Internet addict!!!

Anyway, tuition ended early cos there was a power cut and the girl had "Lantern" plans.. So I packed my stuffs and left. As I was about to head out to my car, I saw the moon. Imagine the whole housing area had a power failure, yet it was sooooo darn bright!!! Yeap!! Its the mooncake festival alright!!!!

Full moon maaan~~~ So bright lagi tu!!!!!

For as long as I could remember, I've always been facinated by a full and bright Moon. The view is just amazing...

And of course, who do I share this special moment with? My special someone..

Called him up, and I said, "I wondered if we're looking at the same moon?"

And we were!!!

It was bright over there too.. eventhough we were in a 2-hour difference time zone.. we were looking at the same moon..

now isnt that just amazing...~~

Biodiesel Assignment

2006-10-05T16:19:00.000+08:00

This is what I have been pulling my hair about..

40 Year Old Virgin

2006-10-05T12:31:00.000+08:00

Watched this last night at home after work.

It wasn't too lame. It was kind of like a 'cute' movie. Hahahaha..

Well, nothing much to say, just that I thought they'd make him have more sexual attempts but they gave the dude a break and got him a girlfriend instead. sheesh. the movie is just being too nice.
Oh well.

2.5/5 star rating by papams.

04 October 2006: Hazey dazey lazy!!!

2006-10-04T09:35:00.000+08:00

My city has been plagued with HAZE these few days.. causing a lot of illness among the people..

I personally have been affected by the haze more in terms of emotions. Been so moody and tired lately.. and most of all LAZY!!!

I've got a ton of things to do in both uni and workplace.. I have the constant feel of a burden over my shoulders (suddenly the thought of the movie "shutter" comes to mind.. eeek!!)

Anyway, been wasting my time in the office with friendster surfing and daydreaming. Thinking of things that could've been and things that could be in the future...

I don't know whether I am able to cope with this. Its been a month now, and my uni work has been such a mess.. nothing done.. not even revision.. I'm so gonna get ugly grades this semester!!!!

29.09.2006 : It was a looong dream..

2006-09-30T09:49:00.000+08:00

Bear with me people.. I tend to have really detailed, loooong dreams.. Its good to jot them down for memories sake..
_______________________________________________

I had the saddest dream last night...

i can't recall the whole ordeal.. but i remember,

i was in sort of like a kampung, lots of people around me, it seemed like a kind of farm.. and there was this lorry.. full of dark, muddy, dirty, naked, girls with long hair.. and you can't imagine what they did to the girls..

it was like a party, i dont really know wat was really going on.. i remember that the men around there would take one of the girls from the lorry and then push them into a big pool of mud and inside it were PIGS!!! Talk about being in a pigsty..

I remember there was this guy, sort of looked like chinese, he talked to me, but i couldnt understand what he was saying. It sounded like he was speaking Japanese, and i told him "I don't understand what you're saying.." and then he spoke in Mandarin but I can't seem to remember what was it that he had told me. Anyway, it was a noisy atmosphere.. almost like it was a market, with lots of people and the girls with the pigs are like a show or something. Cos when they push one girl into the pool of mud, the crowd seemed to cheer, even the girls in the lorry were cheering like it was some sort of party!

Well, after that, I only remember going into one of the coffee shops, and then this part was rather blurry.. but in the dream, it seemed like i was running away from someone (not running away in a scared way, but more like an avoiding way) .. and i was just hiding out there.. and then suddenly from the window, two guys were in a car, and I somehow knew they were friends of the person I was running away from.

And then.. mm.. this is where it all goes blurry already. But, I remember, the guy i was running away from, found me (through his friend's information of course). And he was persuading me to go home with him, telling me that he came to bring me home. At first I was reluctant, in the dream it felt like I didnt want to have anything else to do with this guy.. but then I thought, ok fine, I need a ride home anyway, so I got into the car.

This I remember very clearly. I remember at one point during the ride, i thought to myself in the dream, "I wanna have a go at driving this car." and, in my dream that time, I was in KL. Anyway, I didnt manage to actually drive the car because suddenly, the guy was driving so fast and I was panicking.. and the weirdest thing was, the road suddenly became a roller coaster track!! And like a winding and turning road, i felt like i was falling because he was driving so fast and the road was so small!

And yes, the worst thing had happened.. the car fell like it really fell from a roller coaster.. the car was turned upside down, with both me and d guy still in the car..the impact from that fall, i remember in the dream, during that moment as the car overturned, i thought to myself.. i'm in a car accident, i'm falling.. and then when it crashed, car hood facing the ground, the impact of it, even in the dream itself i felt, i'm gonna die.. my head really hurt there.. i thought i was gonna faint and die but even i can't imagine how strong willed i was in the dream to stay alive! In the dream i said to myself ,"no, wake up, don't die yet!"

so i really did woke up, i could even see people outside from the car, we landed on a construction site, there were a group of men a few meters away from the car, it seemed like they didnt even notice the car. So I woke up, shook the guy next to me, and he got out of the car first, while I was still looking for my bag in the car!! The dramatic part of this is, the car was gonna topple over and hit a big metal container if both of us didnt get out of the car in time! I found it funny that even at that threatening moment, i could still recall what are the things in my bag that I had to take, wallet, keys, handphone.. and even my little black book!!

And just as i finish grabbing all my things, i saw the car toppling over and the container somehow crashed it.. i dont know how that happened lah.

Anyway, next thing i remember was being in a hospital lift.. going for a check up.. i think we just needed to have a check whether our head hit something or have any blood clot or something like that.. the guy's parents were there at the waiting room.. he was with them.. and I remember that this was the sad part.. i was alone.. i was feeling pain.. and i felt envious that the other guy wasnt alone.. i remember looking out the window.. it looked like it was in the evening.. i started browsing through my phonebook. I remember calling Wuts, and could u believe wat he said in the dream? "Nah, tulah, go to KL, got into trouble and shit.. blah blah blah.." He was making me feel worse. I tried calling Christene, thinking, she's in KL, she can come see me, but when I called her, I couldnt get through her phone. I even thought of calling Kah Lun and Diong thinking cos they're both in KL, dont know why i didnt call Kah Lun, but i thought i didnt want to call Diong cos I remember him telling me once, "yalah, u got trouble then find me wan..". So, forget it.

In my mind I was thinking, should I call Allen? What could he do? He's too far away in Aussie, he can't come to me.. and at that moment.. i felt pain.. not the head, but my heart.. i felt so sad and alone and in pain.. i started crying...

27 September 2006: Paycheck.

2006-09-27T10:15:00.000+08:00

I got my salary today.. i thought it was spose to brighten my day but unfortunately, it went to the other extreme of continuum..

I was disappointed, I was expecting to get a lil higher than that amount, not a lot, maybe just 50 bucks more but man, i really didnt realise that the employee fund takes out so much from me..

Anyway, what angst me most, was that I was trying to get sympathy and consolation from my mother and what do I get?? A fucking slam back at my face telling me that "you can't fucking support your own mother."

So as I've told Chris before, my current mood: demotivated, angry, worried, jealous, and lastly, i feel like jumping off a building..

16 September 2006

2006-09-16T21:34:00.000+08:00

Justin Timberlake - "My Love"

This song is currently what I can't get bored of listening to yet. Heard it on the radio and just loved the melody, a lil something different. Anyhow, I still wish I could dance like he does.. :-p

My Japanese name.. konon Part III

2006-09-11T13:32:00.000+08:00

Then again, Part II sounded like "Suda Kawin" in Malay. Which translated to english it means, "married already".

So here's another one which I like best. I used "Pauline Pamela" instead.

Your Japanese Name Is...

Aiko Saito

What's your Japanese Name?

My Japanese name.. konon Part II

2006-09-11T13:23:00.002+08:00

I didnt like my first Jap name post. It sounds like the eel, UNAGI.

So decided to use Papams as my original name and walah~!

Your Japanese Name Is...

Sada Kaoin

What's your Japanese Name?

My Japanese name.. konon

2006-09-11T13:21:00.000+08:00

Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" style='color:black; font-size: 14pt;'>Your Japanese Name Is...

Usagi Asukai

What's your Japanese Name?

26 Aug 2006: Monster House

2006-08-27T08:09:00.000+08:00

Though last night was a Saturday night, I was just too moody for a happening time. I just took it slow, decided I wanted to have a movie night instead of going clubbing.

Afternoon I was at my sister's house with the girls just hanging out, watching MTV (believe me or not, my sister at that age with 3 little girls could still watch MTV with her younger sister. I enjoyed it. =) ) We were watching "Making the Band 3" where both me and my sis were eyeing on Aundrea, cos she's just so cute and such a sweety! We were thrilled and excited when the final season finale announcement got Aundrea's name in at last!!! Imagine it was a marathon of the whole Making the Band season 3 and even my niece Dan2 was already whining about changing to Disney channel!! I promised her I'd get her stickers...

So after the show finally ended at 7pm, I started to search around the house for my missing clothes.. Sadly I couldnt find it. Dissappointed, I left the house and made my way home. On the way I made plans with friends about watching a movie but everyone was rather caught up. I finally decided I should just bring my mum to the movies. It's good to hear she appreciated that lah..

So we watched "Monster House". I know, its a kid's movie but hey, I gotta admit it was kinda cool.. Pretty scary juga. And besides, I wasn't ashamed to go watch a kid's movie directed by Steven Spielberg!

I'd give it a 3/5 stars..

22 Aug 2006: FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT

2006-08-22T09:59:00.000+08:00

Its really sickening to watch myself in the mirror nowadays. Though most of the time i couldnt be bothered about watching my weight and shit, this time its gone too far.

Haven't been blogging much, mostly due to me not being home that often nowadays. My best fren quit her job last month so been pretty much hanging out with her quite often.

Well, much has happened since the last time i blogged, things such as i'm seriously fat. Last i checked, i'm 54.5 kg. Other than that, I'm fucking broke. However, am starting a full time job tomorrow as an Account clerk. Not a very high pay but i can't expect much for someone inexperience. I'm just really desperate for money right now.. got tons of bills unpaid and I'm responsible for making sure i pay them. I know it might hurt my academics but I got to deal with that fact. Nothing always comes easy to me anyway..

So back to where I'm stuck at, I really need to lose weight. This is just toooooooooooooooooooo outrageously much.

3 AUG 2006: The Reunion.

2006-08-04T09:14:00.000+08:00

My fren Mr. T sent me a very sudden msg this afternoon. It said, "yam cha tonight at Atlantis, 8.45 I'll come pick you up."

I told him I got tuition so I can only make it after 9, and he replied saying "ok, then meet u up there, viv and Wuts will be there too."

I was rather surprised, and wasn't really sure if I wanted to see my ex with my current situation (ahem, fat ass and dull face). But after asking my boy about it, he thought I should really go, so I went, oh what the heck..

My my, what a surprise... I parked next to Wut's car, and when I got to the table, they were so freaked out!!! Especially Wuts!! I didn't even think that his reaction would be that surprising!! The weirdest thing is, when I started talking to him, I felt like I was talking straight through his eyes!!! I don't know what the heck that was but it was freaky...

So I tried to act natural and talked to viv casually about work and shit.. Wanted to ask her about any recent relationships but decided I should hold my tongue first considering Mr. T was her ex.. Anyhow, things got so weird when I started noticing how affectionate Wuts and viv were!!! He was touchy feely, admiring her bracelet and shit, even carressing her thighs??!! I mean what the heck was that????

I got pretty silent after that. I 'm not sure whether its jealousy but I'll say it was awkward. It got me even more after they left and I realised that viv came in Wut's car. All the way home, I was feeling weirdness and awkwardness which I couldn't explain.. I got home and immediately needed to pour it out to Amie. Mr T got me, I can't believe it, I wasn't alone. He was feeling the exact. same. thing.

So he decided to take me out again, have a 'chat'. We were both releasing our disbelief of how these two "friends" had the nerve to keep the relationship from both me and Mr. T. Of course, I understand that its difficult and also awkward for them cos we were all EX-es. But hey, still, Mr. T and Wuts were friends!!! Wuts should've been the one to say something.

I couldn't help it, so I text Wuts, "Are you and Viv in a relationship?"

He replied, "Are you and Mr. T in a relationship?? =) "
(he had the fucking nerve to not answer the question and tried to turn the tables around.)

Of course, I told him "no" and asked him again, and he still tried to avoid the issue. Thankfully, Viv did her part when Mr. T text her and asked her d same question. She confirmed it. Though she also said that it wasn't official.

Geez.. not official. So wat? They're in the flirting stage right now?? Anyway... I guess my real curiosity was HOW did it happen. And both said "it JUST happened naturally"

I kept texting Wuts, confronting the point where it isn't fair that we were'nt informed as friends, and he even got the idea that I was jealous( which isn't entirely true), but yeah.. he did finally admitted that it has been going on for 3 months and even asked me what I thought about it!!

Mr. T definately was out of his calm state. So frustrated at the fact that his close friend couldn't be honest with him about dating his ex. I can imagine how much harder it is for him. I mean, I'm not as close to Viv, so its not that bad actually. But for Mr. T, he's close to both.. which was quite hard to accept.

At the end of it all, I guess my concerns are that my ex boyfriend would be comparing me with someone I know and it scares the shit out of me.. vice versa for Mr. T.

I still send my best wishes to Wuts and viv, and told him that I'd be waiting for an official announcement.

And I finally understood how it feels to see your ex with someone else.
(someone I know of for that matter)

ps: inset pic shows how i looked like when I met up with them, viv, Wuts and Mr. T, I look fat and dull and ugly.

31.July.2006 : All Stressed Out

2006-07-31T09:56:00.000+08:00

Last night had a small celebration for Ashley's 2 years old birthday. Was really simple, with Pizzas and Chocolate Moist cake.

My sister was there too. I didn't avoid her, just the topic that she likes to bring up. I can't do much now cos I've only got 300 left. And I'm all stressed out on finding a job and all that.. Between my studies and money..

These days just have so much "messiness" in my head. I could probably go nuts and suicidal.. I know if I go to Al, I'd hear things like, "this just makes you stronger" and I do know that.. But its going through it that is still hard.

Having my mother around to remind me of the problem is not helping as well. She's being so naive.. And it annoys me so much when I hear her talk about her business shit. I am so not a believer of whatever crap my mom has to sell. She's not even committed! She does Gano for awhile, then complains about it, then does something else again! There's no way I can trust her...
She just isn't credible enough..

My final paper is tomorrow, and I was suppose to go for a second interview cum orientation for the post of event coordinator but I just don't think its worth taking away my uni sessions for that...

I'll try another simple admin assistant post, and I'd still want to go with the tuition thingy to give it another shot but i would need to come up with a better coaxing plan..

25.07.2006 : Its been awhile..

2006-07-25T12:09:00.000+08:00

Its been weeks since I last blogged angrily..

So much had happened, Allen was back and gone in just a blink of an eye.. had such a busy schedule when he was around, between clubbing and friends and family outings.. he even had a big drama with the aunty during his last week in kk.. but its all good now lah..

After he had left, I'm all alone and depressed again. With bills and shit to pay for, having my mother nagging at my back constantly.. between studying and desperate for job to get money to pay for bills.. it was just getting on my nerves..

I just got back last night from having spent 3 nights at Amie's. I felt I had a really good time despite not doing much except having my eyes stuck on the computer most times! Was playing The Sims!! Other than that, spending time with Amie out eating and watching dvds at home.. simple stuff but it felt damn refreshing to be away from all the shit at home..

It was Friday night when I decided to stay over at Amie's. We went for Bah Kut Teh dinner at Iramanis Kolombong together with Ben and his cousin. Right after just head back to her house and I've already started playing sims until 9am the next morning!

Woke up around 2pm, Saturday. Amie cooked our sposed "breakfast". And just watched tv and hang out till 6, we went down to kk to drop ben off to golf, then me and Amie just hang out at my place till about 8.30pm, and then off to dinner at Salim Lintas with Ben's golf buddies, cousins lah. Then back to Spaggar to get ready for the club. When we finally got dressed and make-up and shit, it was already midnight. Got to the club, its was damn packed, didnt get to dance much, I was having just plain iced water.. didnt wanna spend on booze. And I can't believe I got hit on by a drunk swedish ass. Shit. It was not good man!!

Anyways, after the club, went for supper at Foh Sang, got back to Amie's at around 3.30am, and I head to bed early cos I had to wake up for church the next morning. So Sunday morning, Ben dropped me off to church while he went for breakfast with his cousin. Then came by to pick me up at 12.30, head back to Amie's, and then me and Amie head down town without Ben for lunch, and a lil shopping. Got back at Amie's around 4.30pm, watched "Last Holiday" and "Match Point" dvd which we just bought. After the movie, I started playing sims again while ben and amie went to pick Kim up from the airport. So Sims it was till 6 am, Monday morning.

Slept for a bit, woke up at 11 am, caught the final announcement for Ms. Universe, and then played Sims again for the rest of the day. Up until evening, when Amie went off to Belly Dancing class, I get to watch it too, and then supper yam cha again with her ex-colleagues, and finally home at midnight!!

ASSHOLE

2006-06-20T17:38:00.000+08:00

Let me rant for a bit.

I called him up, and he so rudely dismisses me cos he was busy getting things at the last minute.

Geez, fine. I was just calling to check on him after having not heard from him for at least 10 hours. And I was just about to tell him that I missed him so much that I dreamt of him. But no, talking to gf was not in his list of errands today so he didn't have the time to just chat a bit with the gf.

Hell, he couldnt even apologize! Man, having my bf cheating on me was NEVER in my errands list and yet I could still accept that fact. Talk about being a fucking asshole.

Why am I still with you?

2006-06-19T01:32:00.000+08:00

Of the many things that you do that could hurt me, your words kills me..

I keep looking at the tiny light at the end of the tunnel, but I always hit a dead end..

Is it me being too sensitive, or is it really you that I hate..

You cheated on me, I could still take the slap on my face.. but couldn't you at least give me the respect I deserve?

All I wanted was to be honest. Yet I get dissed at in return. Why won't you just say you don't want US anymore? Why can't you just let me go??

At least that way I could say,

it wasn't my fault.. he wanted it to end..

My Language of Love

2006-06-17T23:36:00.000+08:00

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Quality Time
with a secondary love language being
Receiving Gifts.

Complete set of results

Quality Time:		9
Receiving Gifts:		7
Physical Touch:		6
Acts of Service:		4
Words of Affirmation:		4

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

Take the quiz

My best friend, my childhood friend..

2006-06-16T22:50:00.000+08:00

I finally had a chance to meet up with my best friend again after a looong while..

But it had to end shortly.

Wish it could have gone all night.. but I know she wasn't feeling comfortable having to 'girl talk' with her boyfriend hanging around..

Anyhow, I hope tomorrow night falls through so we can talk even more..

I am Blessed.

2006-06-16T01:53:00.000+08:00

God provides. It is so true.

Yesterday I only had 20 bucks left in my wallet. I was thinking to myself, how else was I gonna sustain for another 2 more weeks?!

And then there was a call, asking me to stand in for a person's job at the office. And what do you know? I get a day's job pay! RM30! I can't be greedy. This just proves that God will provide in His own special way. It's definately not by chance that I got the offer. It's only by God's grace..

And to top it off, it was raining heavily this morning. I had actually planned to walk to the office, but it was raining too heavily and I still had to rush out to uni. So I still had to drive the car out. I was worrying about parking ticket, and guess wat? God had it covered. Not a single ticket on my windshield because it was drizzling and no ticket attendant could be bothered! Talk about God providing!!

And then at night, had a so-so bball game where we were short of 1 player so I had to become the 'anak bulan'. And after the game, they went for a short 'yam cha' session. I was thinking to myself already saying, ok.. I'll need to break up my 10 bucks for the drinks. And what do u know? Dino offered to pay for the drinks! Imagine!! How great is Our God??!!

I am definately tucked under his wing. So protected and provided for.. and it was just that day in the Daily Bread quiet time booklet where it mentions, Do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. And the part where even the birds are cared for and what more would God do for us humans?

God is great. All the time.

My wings are caught...

2006-06-13T23:28:00.000+08:00

Was looking through friendster, and saw how some of the people I have known, or been an acquaitance to have changed not just themselves but also their surrounding.

One girl is now in the states, and from her pictures looks like she's enjoying herself very much. Occupation: TV Production. Isn't that impressive. Its like a dream job.. at least for me.. that would prolly be my ideal life. Being in the states, having an okay job...

Yet I'm still here.. stuck and unable to evolve.. still the same old Papams.. like a bird whose wings got caught in the tree branches, I can't move forward, I can't liberate myself...

RM25 ONLY.

2006-06-12T22:20:00.000+08:00

I'M BROKE.

I've only got 25 bucks on my wallet left for the rest of the month. How the hell will I be payin for petrol??

Haih... I managed to get myself some stock of food. Mainly brown rice with Bovril, Maggi with eggs and Indomee with bread. Yupp.. Thats prolly wat I'll be eating until the end of the month. Darn..

As life is life, it always is beautiful ironically. After having getting paid for my 3 day part time job at MIA, my driving license went expired. So yea. Had to spend freakin 30 bucks out of my 90 to pay for that and the rest went to food and reload for my hp. Damn.

Syok sendiri.

2006-06-08T19:54:00.000+08:00

This is me last night. Tried to blog but I think blogspot server was down. Having some fun with my webcam and the long awaited, different background behind me. (Instead of the dreadful old grandma curtains!)

Things in my past: Episode 2

2006-06-07T22:07:00.000+08:00

I found this while digging through my stash..

I don't remember getting this friendship band from this girl I got to know from bball in the TTSS days though.

We were close once, during a championship at Keningau, she was the youngest in our batch and I had befriended her. However, she "betrayed" the bball team when she got into the volleyb team instead so we kinda got distant from her.

Imagine, I see her profile in frenster, yet we don't even add each other as friends.

And you look back at this friendship band and go, "where did this friendship go?"

Streaming in Luyang!

2006-06-06T18:10:00.000+08:00

Finally got the Telekom people to fix my streamyx account and so I've got broadband now! Whooo Peeee!!

Well, nothing great actually. In fact, I 'm even more reluctant to leave my laptop on since Luyang hse is a single story residential, and its been a rainy season lately, when lightning strikes, my modem would be dead. In my grandma's place, its a flat, and she lives on the ground and lowest level. So if any lightning does strike, it would've been filtered from the top and the impact wouldnt be as fatal when it reaches the level which my grandma's hse is on.

Anyhow, thats my theory of course. I think I heard it from somewhere. Not quite sure where exactly though..

So I am officially connected and running in Luyang hse now...